Frustration (or in more common lingo around here ie IIT-KGP - "Frusssssstapa"), the feeling you get when most things haven't gone they way they should have. And boy, arent there a lot of ways this can happen!!! But the wierd part is, once this naughty little bugger kicks in, he just wont leave. Everything around you gets on your nerves!! It just sucks.

This is absolutely an indication of what I am feeling right now and I am sorry, but I cannot contain nor control myself from spewing out random words, which hopefully will be grammatically correct and mean some sense to a certain (very minute but definitely a detectable) extent. The next 100 odd words should be a nice pleasent journey through space and time, kind of like a quiet picnic in the meadows or like a smooth 150kmph drive on the the highway.....or maybe not, cant really say coz I havent decided yet.... So sit bac, relax and dont abuse me later!!!

So frustration, why on Earth does it need to be there? Cant we feel something else during those times...how about the brain interpreted it like an increase of hunger, that would be fun...eat 2 dinners after you screwed up a test or you got ditched!! Or maybe we could have felt sleepy, I dont know, anything except the constant and on-going pang of anger, self pity, loathing and yes...violence. They can be some bad times. But sometimes, maybe at a more sadistic and sardonic level, we can transform them into a mindless barrage of weird and totally awesome experiences....yeah you know what I'm talking about (evil grin!!!!! sorry for that, I just had to)

This is sadly the end of this rather tiny excuse for a blog entry, but no more words are coming into my head at the moment. Its like the eternal river which had just a few minutes awakened in my mind and opened up all my intellectual and spiritual barriers, has suddenly gone dry. Maybe its the global warming problem...(that was really bad, damn i got to get better at this). Hopefully it will be replenished by some more postive and happy feeling soon.

Cya, have fun, and may the force be with you.