Frustration (or in more common lingo around here ie IIT-KGP - "Frusssssstapa"), the feeling you get when most things haven't gone they way they should have. And boy, arent there a lot of ways this can happen!!! But the wierd part is, once this naughty little bugger kicks in, he just wont leave. Everything around you gets on your nerves!! It just sucks.

This is absolutely an indication of what I am feeling right now and I am sorry, but I cannot contain nor control myself from spewing out random words, which hopefully will be grammatically correct and mean some sense to a certain (very minute but definitely a detectable) extent. The next 100 odd words should be a nice pleasent journey through space and time, kind of like a quiet picnic in the meadows or like a smooth 150kmph drive on the the highway.....or maybe not, cant really say coz I havent decided yet.... So sit bac, relax and dont abuse me later!!!

So frustration, why on Earth does it need to be there? Cant we feel something else during those times...how about the brain interpreted it like an increase of hunger, that would be fun...eat 2 dinners after you screwed up a test or you got ditched!! Or maybe we could have felt sleepy, I dont know, anything except the constant and on-going pang of anger, self pity, loathing and yes...violence. They can be some bad times. But sometimes, maybe at a more sadistic and sardonic level, we can transform them into a mindless barrage of weird and totally awesome experiences....yeah you know what I'm talking about (evil grin!!!!! sorry for that, I just had to)

This is sadly the end of this rather tiny excuse for a blog entry, but no more words are coming into my head at the moment. Its like the eternal river which had just a few minutes awakened in my mind and opened up all my intellectual and spiritual barriers, has suddenly gone dry. Maybe its the global warming problem...(that was really bad, damn i got to get better at this). Hopefully it will be replenished by some more postive and happy feeling soon.

Cya, have fun, and may the force be with you.

So…Finally I am doing it. Sitting in front of my computer in my hostel room writing my blog. When I first thought of starting it, I always wondered what I would write. I could never imagine how people could write so much and many times at such high frequencies. How many ideas can one person get, especially something so concrete that he can write about a 1000 words on it? Well, then again, everyone’s not me!!!
So coming to it, what should I write about, or in a more twisted, confusing and “cliché” kind of way, what shouldn’t I write about? Maybe I could start a book or a journal, maybe a review of a movie, or maybe simply “nothing at all”. The latter is what I will “try” to execute today. How about a collage of random thoughts which have resided and subsequently left my mind over the last few days.
Let us first take up the topic of music. Have you wondered why, eventhough you try really really hard, you try to change your tastes, listen to some new songs, you still go back to the same old stuff?? Over and over and over again. For me its Floyd, or the Beatles, Maiden etc. I can listen to Hey Jude a MILLION times but Rockstar, maybe a just 5-6. Then again there are a few exceptions or anamolies. Take Coldplay for example. Okay, so they got caught up with a little plagiarism, but hey, wouldn’t you love to play and hum Yellow alone on the guitar or sing it to someone special??? If not, then DUDE!!!
Now food, the vital ingredient of the most important activity, except for ***, in a person’s life, but the thing we probably take the most advantage of. The lack of it will seriously make you realize the actual craving for it. Believe me, what wouldn’t I give for a Big Mac and some fries!!! I have been trying hard to take in my daily dose of 3200 calories, but man is it hard without the motivation of waking up to a plateful of bacon with some poach and orange juice!!!!
Friends, what wouldn’t you do without them. Anytime, anywhere, talk about whatever you want and time passes by just like that. Socializing is seriously amazing, most of the time mindless, silly, utter arbitrary small talk, but what fun!!! Then there is always the one in every group whose trip or case is always taken, one who demeans himself to the very bottom of embarrassment just by opening his mouth (hey..no obvious indications!!!) but without someone the group can never function without, an integral part of the group’s harmony.
So here I come to the end of my first blog entry, the relevance of which I cannot really fathom myself but the repercussions of which will hopefully be felt throughout the entire blogging world!!!!
Adios amigos and senioritas, I’ll be back…